APUSH Exam

Horrible. I didn't pass :[

So Disapponted

Barcelona is out of the Champions League :[

Junior Year Part II

Well its coming to a close in about 4 weeks and less. I really haven;t been on here in awhile but I don't think anyone cares since no one reads my entries lol. Anyways, these past few months I've done.. I don;t know if it's growing up but I've realized a few things. Or at least I think I have. I'm still waiting for everything to play out.

It's just for the past few months I've had entirely too much time to think about the person I am and I realized I kinda don't like her. She's a bitch sometimes, a know-it-all, undeserving of her parents, horrible to her sister, even worse to her dog, and LAZY. What's worse is that my procrastination stops me from correcting all these faults. I seriously cannot go on this way because will get me to somewhere I don;t want to be.

My dreams after high school are slipping away faster than I can handle. I feel like a year from now I'm going to regret the following year for a number a reasons. Notice I'm being general in all my statements. That is because I have an essay to write for AP Language that I'm trying to avoid. This is exactly what I'm talking about. Ill do anything to avoid doing something productive because it takes too much out of me. If only I practiced more than maybe I'd become better at it and won't be irritated by every assignment.

This week and next week I'm really going to have to work at everything. I have two exams and an EOCT I'd like to pass.

You may delay, but time will not. ~ Benjamin Franklin

Hmmmm....

I haven't blogged about anything lately. Really the only reason i'm even writing this blog is because I'm avoiding AP US History homework. So I'm just going to talk about some things I guess.

School: It's getting better. I've learn this year so far that studying actually helps. But like I've said before it's been sucking. I dont have any classes with my best friends :[

But I have lunch with Linda who I am chatting with via webcam.

However I hate the people at my school with a deep passion. I see why people left and I can't be mad at them. Towards the beginning of the year I felt like I was not ready for college yet. And I still do feel that way, but now I really couldn't care less. I just want to leave this town. But yeah I'm kind of getting use to the workload not really though. Give me like a month more and I'll be good on this stuff.

Home: My family is doing fine concerning their health that is, and I'm grateful for that. I just wish that my family could be rewarded with something more than health, maybe a little help financially. Its so ironic, in a painful way too, that my dad moved us here to Georgia from New York for a better life. Yet it seems like we would struggle anywhere. My parents have worked their asses off for 20+ plus years to provide for their family. I just ask that something good is in store for them in future, to show that all their hard work was worth it.

Well I wrote that awhile back, but I'm posting it now.

Sorry

for anyone trying to follow. school work is getting to be a pain and hassle. But it's school and it comes first. I'll try to blog from now on, but occasionally.

xoxo Kim~

This is my new blog. I made it because my last one was getting on my nerves. Also I have a new blog called "My Journey to Complacency Minus the Ego". If you'd like to follow, you need to ask me. Its not a public blog.

xoxo Kim

Junior Year So Far...

Has been so difficult. Many of the people I could call my friends left. Besides that I get on average 4, hours of sleep, my grades are not where I'd like them to be, and I have no time for a social life. I understand that I'm at fault somewhat for both two of these problems. But the first two years of high school did not prepare me for this important year at ALL. To top all of this off my family is struggling so hard with money right now, and its painful to watch my dad and mother open up bills and see their faces. Worse is that I feel helpless and guilty. I want to help them out but I have no job which means no money. I feel guilty because I'm draining them of their money with all these clubs I want to join.

Still I want to stay positive throughout all this. I'm hoping somewhere in the near future all of this will have been worth it. I'm just going to try really hard to have a social life and see my friends that have left. You know who you are :D

Huh. I though I'd have more to say I guess I don't. Nothing really has happened that has made me terribly sad, pissed off, or actually happy.

Owning your burdens is half the battle. ~From the television show "Scrubs"

xoxo Kim

P.S. I'm sorry it's been 3 months since my last post.