I'm in love with

MUSIC! For the past hour I've been downloading music instead of doing my homework. But I'm a third way thro the the chapter and I took notes. 1st period seemed to have gone forever. I remember hearing Alycia and Blaze each looking surprise when they looked at the clock at separate times. That seems to happen all the time I don't know why and everytime my heart just drops. 2nd period was actually better. I like going to that class. You can not even begin to know how relieved I felt when our slam poetry presentations got pushed to Friday. 3rd period is the same as always. Annoying freshman and terrible hand coordination. In P.E. we walked around the track and did basically nothing. I really don't mind because it's the part of the day where I get to clear my head. I couldn't do it of course without my mp3 player. When I came home I ate. And ate. And did I mention I ate. Seriously though I was real hungry because I don't eat lunch at school. I'm trying not to anymore at least. I'm mad because AP is taking up all my free time, so now I won't be able to read my books that I actually want to. I'm being forced to do other things. UGHHHHH! I'm going to try and get thro it as quick as possible. Probably do all that shit next week.
Spring Break = More sleep and late nights

The good life is inspired by love and guided by knowledge.
- Bertrand Russell

My Birthday

Yes it went great. But I couldn't bring all my friends my dad said he had to put a limit somewhere. So it kinda made me feel down when someone asked if I invited so-so. When we took pictures I forced some of the smiles. I don;t know I just always feel paranoid for some reason. Like I hate the thought of anyone hating me or even being mad with me. I tell myself not to care but its hard. Today was suppose to be a good day. It was but then these negative thoughts want to creep into my head. And i feel like my bottom half weighs so much more than my top half. Although I was happy I could psend time with my friends. It was like last year plus one. My father is very gracious (not). I'll try to post the pictures when I get them. I'm watching El Salvador playing the U.S. and El Salvador was winning by two. It took them 71 minutes to get that. Now U.S. is tied with them and it took them less than 20. WTF?!?

Creativity

I lack that concept so much I should be handicapped. I'm not good at art and I SUCK at poems. I guess i do decent in both areas. My grade keeps going down in AP. I'm starting not to like that man! I enjoy going to second period even though we're on poems. Its fun I guess. 3rd period we're drawing and I'm trying to be as neat as possible so it doesn't come out looking ugly as usual. In gym we're outside on the track cause the juniors have kicked us out of the gym. Buttholes. Oh I did find my glasses. They were under the bleachers. yay. I;m still asking for new ones for my birthday. Oh yeah I'm turning 16 soon. Ewww I'm getting old. Here's a piture I took of me and my dog.

And in the end,
it's not the years in your life that count.
It's the life in your years.
- Abraham Lincoln

I've Been Needing This

I found a new obsession now that I finished the Twilight series. The book I'm reading is called"City of Bones."

I admit it sounds kind of morbid, but its EXTREMELY fun to read. I need to start to read the second book. I love reading fantasy fiction. I was so bored in AP today as usual. I tore some paper and started to play with it.We're doing poetry in lit and i am so horrible at it. I'd much rather just analyze it and leave my friends to write it. They're very good. We also read an article about same sex relationships. I think if two human beings love each other and treat one another good then nothing else should matter. In art class we're doing graffiti again and i barely ever say a word in that class. There are a handful of freshman and they're just SLIGHTLY annoying. During gym coach had us sit like for 20 minutes in our spots while he was in his office doing God knows what. So we decided to go and sit on the bleachers. Then he comes out and says "who told ya'll to sit down?" So we went back to our spots for another 20 minutes doing nothing. He finally let us get up and walk around. I mostly just read my book, like always. When I got hoome my dad called my brother's cell. My brother was in the shower so I picked up. He started to b[x]tch about how he wasn't gonna have enough money to pay for my Paris trip this month. We called up the company and apparently I hadn''t set up the payments right. Whoops. Then I started to watch Nick And Norah's Infinite Playlist.

I love watching movies. OKay I've wrote too much. So after that I walked my dog, exercised (whoo!) and blogged lol.

And I'll leave you with this quote.

Be faithful in small things because it
is in them that your strength lies.-Mother Teresa

Goals

I have many of them. Like getting higher than a three on the AP exam. Losing weight. Getting all A's this semester. Come out of this school year with having done something great. I mean the school year is almost over and i feel like i haven't learned a thing. I feel like I got dumber. So for the rest of this month and next month I'm really gonna think and do nothing but try to achieve the goals I listed before. I wasted 8 1/2 months doing nothing. I'm almost 16 too. I don't know maybe I'm just being pessimistic but its how I fell. I can't change that. So in order not to feel this way I'll have to change a few habits. This will be a challenge but if - no scratch that - when I get through it then it will all have been worth it. Plus I wanna get a job and my license, but for now I think I'll focus on my academic studies and worry about that during the summer. Umm i guess this was kind o me just babbling but i want to get this down so I can look back on it in a couple months, and see if I'm disappointed I didn;t meet these goals; or that I'm happy I had wrote this blog.

You know you love me
xoxo Kim

its been awhile

more like two weeks i guess since i've been on. i'm really tired right now and i'm about to go to sleep. so i'll come back and edit this post later.



like i said i would be back. i don't know for some reason lately i haven't been going on the computer a lot especially the internet. i think school has really gotten to me. today while i was in the shower i decided i would start again with my daily exercises and a healthy diet. cause i constantly eat with no portion control and always find a reason to not exercise. i think i'm gonna put up a big list in my room to help reach this goal. i need to buy a scale too. i've also been watching soccer. my dad the hispanic he is has a couple channels where all they talk about is soccer and play matches. oh and today i went to cici and the movies for alycia's birthday. it was fun cause i had seeral pieces of cake and pizza :] and i saw madea goes to jail. it was funny. i think i'll download t when it comes out on dvd. and ugh my "v" is acting dumb. but anyways i hae a couple of assignments i need to get done this weekend. i recently read this book.

i recommend the book cause it has a unque storyline and teaches you things. i did for me. okay well i think i'm gonna go start my essay.

Blog ya later
-Kim<3!

SNOW

Right now I'm listening to "Brothers on a Hotel BUs" by Death Cab. I love their music. I'm also watching the snow fall outside my window. I just took my dog out for a walk. I think he had fun [: This weekend really has not been so productive. I haven't done anything except take some notes. I'm gonna have to cram it all in today. I think I can do it since I did one of my assignments weeks ago. Oh did I mention it was snowing?


Yeah those arent the best pics but thats what my webcam could take. Yesterday all I did really was do laundry, watch Buffy, and I saw Breakfast at Tiffany's I really love that movie.. And i tried to get a new template but its too hard so I have this fugly one. I'm gonna change it tho. I think thats it for now I'll write later on. I need to start on my homework.

Blog ya later.
-Kim
P.S. I'm still working on a signature sign off thingy.

P.S.S. Here's a picture of the movie I was talking about.